Spring Break

Spring break has officially started. I had a strange dream. I was hitting balls out of a fenced in pen...there were all sorts, but I was hitting them none the less. There was a man who was missing a tooth from the top and the bottom of his jaw. The neighborhood was run down, and shady. There was a motel 6. My ex-was there. We were talking about something. Some one was offering me a scholarship to stay, but I wouldn't have any where to live. Someone was yelling at that person. There were employers there. My ex told me I should move. It was true. He said "I'm not the one you want." It was weird hearing him say that. I wondered if it was true. I mean, I wondered if it was true the whole time. But he was calm and he was smiling. And I felt that it was true. There was a boy, he pissed me off...I hit his arm with a bat. The bat I was hitting balls with, but these things were more like a club. It hurt him, but it wasn't enough to break his arm.

The dream was told out of order. The last thing that happened was the bit about the scholarship, and there was this bearded man telling something sad about this child living at the motel 6.

I wonder if it's just easy to get used to a certain way of living, and that's the danger. I don't mind how I live. I'm actually quite happy, but there are people who want me to move.

Anyways, dreams are dreams! Today is a day for another deadline. Linear Algebra time! I will try and get at least two quizzes out of the way.